Bring Me To Life

Now that I know what I’m without
You can’t just leave me
Breathe into me and make me real
Bring me to life

~Evanescence~

Maggie wonders how she got here. She feels Ian’s warm skin on hers. His breath in her ear and her neck. His hands are all over her, then settle between her legs. Ian strokes her gently, like a baby bird. She moves her body to feel his hands touch her. Make her open.

Maggie it is as beautiful as your face.”

She kisses Ian’s neck. Strokes his cheek and traces his lips with her finger tips. Maggie kisses him and licks his lips. Her mouth is dry but her pussy, wet. He gingerly but deliberately forces his tongue into her mouth. She tries not to resist, but her fear makes her anxious. Ian touches her breasts and tells her to relax and that he just wants to love her. Maggie smiles, breathes deeply and exhales slowly.

They put their hands all over each other. Feel raw emotion. Need and want. It feels so good to be wanted. To be touched. Ian wants to fuck her but she is so afraid. So green. Maggie tries to calm herself and savor every moment. She wonders, will this be our only time together?

Frozen inside without your touch
Without your love darling
Only you are the life among the dead

“Ian I am so scared.”

“Maggie, my love, it will be okay. Let me love you.”

She reaches for his cock. Puts her fingers around it and pulls gently. Ian moans her name. Maggie look into his blue eyes and drowns in them. Ian puts one hand on her breast and dips his head to taste the other. He touches her pussy with his other hand. She is wet and open. As she caresses Ian’s cock, pre-cum flows from the head. Maggie releases her grip and puts her hand to her mouth and licks it. He tastes salty but sweet too.

Ian rolls her over onto her back. Maggie opens her legs and he lays between them. She guides him into her. They gasp and shudder at the same time. He moves inside of her. This is Maggie’s first time. There’s pain and pleasure. Fear and euphoria. She moves to meet his thrusts. He kisses her lips. She opens her mouth and sucks his tongue.

Maggie, all I want is this.

Ian, I want it too.

They hold onto each other for dear life. She feels herself tremor and explode from the inside out. She is gasping for air. For more. Of him. Her orgasm vibrates her entire body and his. Ian bites her neck and then cums inside of her. She feels fulfilled. Ian pulls out of her. Maggie touches his face and says thank you. She inhales and all she can smell is the aroma of their lust.

All this time I can’t believe I couldn’t see
Kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
Got to open my eyes to everything
Without a thought without a voice without a soul
Don’t let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life

OMFG five awards in two weeks!!

I’m speechless. No really, I am. Okay, so I’m not. This sparkly girl never knows when the fuck to shut up. I’m sure you were all shocked when I didn’t post for six days a few weeks ago. I have to tell you it was the l-o-n-g-e-s-t week of my damn life. And I thought waiting for the births of my children took forever. Giggle, snort. I guess writing has now become a kind of birthing process for me. I know you’ve heard me say this before, but I never, ever knew I had any talent. I never knew I had any of this in me at all. It’s a fire in me now. I hope like hell it never goes out. I hope it gets bigger and better and eventually a book comes from it. We’ll see. Oh, and I will post four more nominations. Give me time. I’m trying to divide time between life, work and well, all the rest of the shit we all have to do.


From Kip’s Thoughts

  • Write a little something about the Beautiful Blogger who nominated you with the award. See above. And don’t forget to go and check him out too. He’s my favorite hippie. 🙂 I want to thank Kip for the nomination. His kind words have meant so much to me. His support is immense and I’m so glad we found each other in this lovely blogosphere.
  • Share 7 things about yourself
  1. I’m a goof ass and sarcastic as fuck. But I’m really a broody whiny emo girl.
  2. My favorite color is Purple!!! And animal print. Hey, it’s not a color. So sue me!
  3. I’m insecure as hell. I act like I’m all that but I hate when someone doesn’t like or approve of me.
  4. I’m a total music whore.
  5. I’m a total book whore.
  6. I love Dorothy Parker and want to be her when I grow up. Oh and I want to be Sharon Osborne and Florence Welch.
  7. I don’t take criticism very well and I cry like a baby at least once a day. And I write what scares others to say out loud. I’m your voice. Sometimes it’s fiction, sometimes it’s raw emotion. Remember I say it so you don’t have to, but you feel it all the same.